I am scared...

of gays...
I guess the genesis of this fear lies in the experience in 11 or 12th standard, thanks to a bloody f****n homo armyman...wont get into the details but i fled from there and saved myself....

my engineering college was again in a place which was "famous" for men who wore mundus very high...many of them for a reason...they were happy...n GAY...
had a coupla encounters with "them", but thankfully was in a group or in safe premises...

and it happened again this saturday...
was in the gymn...there were 2 more people...so there were the 3 of us...then one of them finished his workout n left...
i was working out at one corner of the gymn...n the other "guy" was working out in the other corner...

suddenly he comes to me n says....u dont look like a native...
n starts conversation...i dont suspect anything...i too talk to him
he is saying he works in singapore...has been to india...got guys from there for an IT firm (now i doubt if he got guys for himself)...
then he suddenly says...u have a very beautiful face...u can be a model....

i found something wrong....the way he said it...the look on his face...the fact that he was trying to come close to me while speaking...

i thought...fine...now he has gone to the other end of the gymn....let me get back to working out...

he comes back...with a phone...n asks me for my contact no., in KL or in India...anywhere...he says he is goin to be back in KL in a week or so...so we could catch up for drinks...

now come on man...u dont even know me...have hardly met me...n u want to drink with me...at night...n get me drunk n do wat...
this was a big guy...pretty well built...
i said..i dont have a KL no., nor an india no.

guess he saw that i saw...so he went back to his corner...n then left in sometime...said...i am goin to the sawna...
i didnt even venture near the sauna....being half naked next to this "guy" wasnt a particularly enticing proposition...
as soon as he left...i too left...fearing he would come back...

damn...i am scared of gays...