Kandy, Laina, Murthy, Upam...

I love u guys.
Now, no one (including these 3 people) please raise ur eyebrows. Its just that when u r going thru a bad phase, n u get mails, many a time unsolicited from friends, offering not to help, just telling u that they are there with u, as friends, its something else.
And in my case, with the strange n absurd kind of person i am, it also helps coming to terms, which i guess the morning mails today helped me do to a large extent already.
Get up in the morning, open ur mailbox (still havent brushed my teeth or crapped u see :o)) n see beautiful mails from friends...this is heaven :o)

N these are also times, when there is some small bit of introspection happening. As to why the fuck do i have to be such an assholic introvert? Hmmm....will have to work on that.

Also, since this might sound like one of those thank u speeches of oscars, might as well take this opportunity to thank upam. Saale... thanks. That chat was really really helpful man :o)

Ah, now i have to clarify something here. Kandy, Murthy, Upam, I know u guys are straight, but bout my loving u part, please dont get any ideas yaar :D U see, I am scared of gays. Had one pretty bad experience in school. College to was a mally dhoti clad gay region :D
N in pune, one night after drinking, one of my friends (wont take names), in his dreams, thought he was with a girl n got hold of me instead. If only he had slept facing the other direction, he would have found Sohum n probably more "happiness" :D
Neway, I woke up Deka, who was also drunk, and then made him shift a bit, make some place for me, n slept (have never had doubts about deka's or dadda's sexual orientations :D)
So guys, please dont get any ideas :D

But then this blog post, was a thank u note to u four people.
Thanks dosto. Thanks a lot.
Love u all (like they say in the oscars :D)
Adios